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Yet another sleepless night.
Yeah, I haven't been here in a while so i figured I would write a little about the recent goings on.
My first and longest relationship is now over. As much as I wish it wasn't and however much i dwell on it I can't deny the fact that's its true. We were both in different places and had too many problems at the moment, so it was definately for the best. Who knows, may be in a few months or years we can try it again and make i work much better. But only the future can tell, so I'm gonna try not to think about it like that.
The goings are tough and the days are unbearably long, but I'm getting by one day at a time. I'm going to come out of this a better person. I'm going to be the person I've always wanted to be. The person that I should have been all along.
I've also had lots of time to think about what has gone on in my life since the beginning of the year. I have many a lesson to learn from this time. I've learned so much about myself and others that are close to me.
Also, Ive found that I have begun to change over the past month or so. I'm trying to mature out of the post-high school slump, and become a more focused and goal oriented person. I've already had some luck finding a new job, I'm planning on cutting my hair in the next week or so, Ive been talking to my parents more this past week than probably the entire previous month. The next few weeks/months are going to be hard, but I already plan to: start a new job, get a board and surf every day, read a little more, maybe try and expand on the writing ive been doing this week, take a trip with some friends, sign up for my classes and actually attend them all, maybe even find a girl(it's still too early for that now though)
When life throws you a curve ball, just step up to the plate and hit that shit out of the park. We can all get past the hard things in life, we just need the positive mental attitude, good friends, and plenty of self-motivation.
Oh yeah, and lots of beer.
I truly am happy for you, I fucking love you to death, and I hope we can be friends after all this. That's all.
Yeah, I haven't been here in a while so i figured I would write a little about the recent goings on.
My first and longest relationship is now over. As much as I wish it wasn't and however much i dwell on it I can't deny the fact that's its true. We were both in different places and had too many problems at the moment, so it was definately for the best. Who knows, may be in a few months or years we can try it again and make i work much better. But only the future can tell, so I'm gonna try not to think about it like that.
The goings are tough and the days are unbearably long, but I'm getting by one day at a time. I'm going to come out of this a better person. I'm going to be the person I've always wanted to be. The person that I should have been all along.
I've also had lots of time to think about what has gone on in my life since the beginning of the year. I have many a lesson to learn from this time. I've learned so much about myself and others that are close to me.
Also, Ive found that I have begun to change over the past month or so. I'm trying to mature out of the post-high school slump, and become a more focused and goal oriented person. I've already had some luck finding a new job, I'm planning on cutting my hair in the next week or so, Ive been talking to my parents more this past week than probably the entire previous month. The next few weeks/months are going to be hard, but I already plan to: start a new job, get a board and surf every day, read a little more, maybe try and expand on the writing ive been doing this week, take a trip with some friends, sign up for my classes and actually attend them all, maybe even find a girl(it's still too early for that now though)
When life throws you a curve ball, just step up to the plate and hit that shit out of the park. We can all get past the hard things in life, we just need the positive mental attitude, good friends, and plenty of self-motivation.
Oh yeah, and lots of beer.
I truly am happy for you, I fucking love you to death, and I hope we can be friends after all this. That's all.