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Ok....here's the scoop. I think I have told most of you that Dennis' tumor was in fact cancerous. This ment no more surgery. That's the good news. The bad news is that he has to have 1 year of chemo and 6 weeks straight of radiation five days a week. I spend most of my days either hanging out with friends or laying in bed watching Dr. Who (of which I am currently out of episodes to watch). I lost my job at CompUSA a week ok and I am going crazy. Part of me wants to look for a job but I also just like being around to help my family if they need me. My mom is getting more and more confused. Ann Margaret is getting more and more stressed and exhausted. I am trying to learn to relax because I have been told recently that I worry and stress to much. Was this new news to me? Not really, but I decided that I need to have a heart attack at the age of 24. I also just found out that Jeff is coming to visit for a week or two sometime next month and I dont want him to. I tried explaining to him that it is not going to be like all his other visits because of everything that is going on with Dennis but he still wants to come. I am ok with it even though I think it might feel slightly strange having him around. Dennis starts chemo and radiation next week. My sister has agreed to let people help her take Dennis to the hospital every day. I am thankful for that. Sorry my thoughts are all over the place but this is how my brain is functioning right now. There is one person who has really been my rock throughout this entire process. I am not even sure if this person realizes how much they have helped me. I am not going to name names but I wanted to say thanks. I am trying VERY hard not to be needy of my friends right now but internally I am losing the battle. All I want to do is hang out with friends and try to keep my mind off everything. I force myself on days to simply stay home so that I dont seem needy to anyone.
On a whole other note, many of you know as well that I am am having a get together at my house this Friday. I will be here all day so show up any time. Most people I have talked to thus far are coming around 9 or 10. The rules are all the same as before. I am going to try and remember to get some snack food this time, but please feel free to bring whatever you want. I am NOT buying any booze so if you want to drink you need to bring your own. BYOB!!! Also, if you are planning on drinking please only drink what you can handle. If you have any questions you know where to find me or give me a call.
Kim
On a whole other note, many of you know as well that I am am having a get together at my house this Friday. I will be here all day so show up any time. Most people I have talked to thus far are coming around 9 or 10. The rules are all the same as before. I am going to try and remember to get some snack food this time, but please feel free to bring whatever you want. I am NOT buying any booze so if you want to drink you need to bring your own. BYOB!!! Also, if you are planning on drinking please only drink what you can handle. If you have any questions you know where to find me or give me a call.
Kim