Dec 02, 2005 23:08
Today was my last Nutcracker preformance for MSB. I did so well i was compleatly on and i did it with confidence.
Tonight i had a mini preformance at the portland museam of art as an angel and that went well, then i went over to
the merriall and did MSB. theres somthing that feels so amazing about being on stage, its not the fact that all
eyes are on you, but you work so hard to learn a peice to preform.
People come to see how hard you have worked,
your idenity is your part, you become someone elce. the music begins, you carry your self out on stage with
grace, time stops, you take your posistion and begin.
your body become waitless and your mind becomes clear, your
body just takes over and does the thinking for you.
the only thing you think is 5 6 7 8 turn place go. you go off
stage and time begins agin. your swetting you look around every one around you is swetting, panting and smiling.
you feel alive you feel real. its the most amazing feeling in the world.