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Only two things matter to me currently:.
1.) writing my epic story.
2.) being epic at my job. the more money i can make? Well... the more likely i will be able to sit at home and write. I must persevere.
God. I started this story with the idea it would be a short comedy in which there would be misunderstandings and eventual, easy conclusion.
But no. then I had to get freaking drama involved. And then I realized FML! there can be no easy solution b/c the canon obsessor in me will wonder how I somehow bypassed the fact that John and Sherlock have to somehow overcome the obstacle in the future of Mary. Not to mention the three year goddamned hiatus. things I can't just ignore. Because they ruin my happy ending. I'm not pleased that I now have to somehow stretch this out.
This went from short story to nearly 28,000 words. and then I realized it could only be the beginning of a MUCH MUCHfreaking longer story. So now I'm going to be writing this for AGES.
This is so not fair. How did I get myself roped into this????
and if I go on this plot...then how can I extricate myself when it will inevitably conflict with bbc canon when season 2 airs next year! I mean what the F am I supposed to doooo?
1.) writing my epic story.
2.) being epic at my job. the more money i can make? Well... the more likely i will be able to sit at home and write. I must persevere.
God. I started this story with the idea it would be a short comedy in which there would be misunderstandings and eventual, easy conclusion.
But no. then I had to get freaking drama involved. And then I realized FML! there can be no easy solution b/c the canon obsessor in me will wonder how I somehow bypassed the fact that John and Sherlock have to somehow overcome the obstacle in the future of Mary. Not to mention the three year goddamned hiatus. things I can't just ignore. Because they ruin my happy ending. I'm not pleased that I now have to somehow stretch this out.
This went from short story to nearly 28,000 words. and then I realized it could only be the beginning of a MUCH MUCHfreaking longer story. So now I'm going to be writing this for AGES.
This is so not fair. How did I get myself roped into this????
and if I go on this plot...then how can I extricate myself when it will inevitably conflict with bbc canon when season 2 airs next year! I mean what the F am I supposed to doooo?