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well, tonight is prom.
and guess where i am?
at home.
wanna know why?
because i didnt get asked.
did i expect to get asked?
NO WAY.
but i still really did wanna go.
..so this wekk has sbeen a fuckin crazy ass week.
first i get caught.
and now im "grounded" or its not really being grounded, its worst.
not having my moms trust sucks...its like because i know she doesnt trust me that makes it the worst.
idk its wierd.
but im going to get it back.
i just have to be "responsible".
uhh yeah sure.
hahahahhahahahahha. like by watching my brother i guess or something.
i wish things with paul and i would go by faster.
i wish i didnt have to work EVERY SINGLE MOTHER FUCKING WEEKEND.
do you wanna know what my scehdule says?
sat: 8-6
sun:9-5
for like the next four weeks.
not joke.
and ever since ive started, its been like that...wait except for last wednesday we got off because it was easter.
hahahahahhahaha.
but yeah.
oh yeah and the best thing about tonight!
I GOT GREEN PAINT FOR MY FUCKING ROOM~
heeeelllll to the mutha fuckin yeah BITCCCHHHSSSS.
hahahhaha i had to be a little gangster there.
but yeah its green.
a lite greeen but im so excited. :]
im going to get some stencils and get some like a hot pink but not extremly hot pink lol and do like a border around my walls and then im getting silver paint and im going to stencil some of my favorite quotes on my room.
AH! im so excited.
i just really reallu hope it turn out good.
:]
but yeah i guess i should go to bed since i have to get up ssssooo early tomorrow.
hahahaahaha.
but i really do.
love you all.
thanks for reading.
GOOD NIGHT!
and guess where i am?
at home.
wanna know why?
because i didnt get asked.
did i expect to get asked?
NO WAY.
but i still really did wanna go.
..so this wekk has sbeen a fuckin crazy ass week.
first i get caught.
and now im "grounded" or its not really being grounded, its worst.
not having my moms trust sucks...its like because i know she doesnt trust me that makes it the worst.
idk its wierd.
but im going to get it back.
i just have to be "responsible".
uhh yeah sure.
hahahahhahahahahha. like by watching my brother i guess or something.
i wish things with paul and i would go by faster.
i wish i didnt have to work EVERY SINGLE MOTHER FUCKING WEEKEND.
do you wanna know what my scehdule says?
sat: 8-6
sun:9-5
for like the next four weeks.
not joke.
and ever since ive started, its been like that...wait except for last wednesday we got off because it was easter.
hahahahahhahaha.
but yeah.
oh yeah and the best thing about tonight!
I GOT GREEN PAINT FOR MY FUCKING ROOM~
heeeelllll to the mutha fuckin yeah BITCCCHHHSSSS.
hahahhaha i had to be a little gangster there.
but yeah its green.
a lite greeen but im so excited. :]
im going to get some stencils and get some like a hot pink but not extremly hot pink lol and do like a border around my walls and then im getting silver paint and im going to stencil some of my favorite quotes on my room.
AH! im so excited.
i just really reallu hope it turn out good.
:]
but yeah i guess i should go to bed since i have to get up ssssooo early tomorrow.
hahahaahaha.
but i really do.
love you all.
thanks for reading.
GOOD NIGHT!