Tomorrow
Tomorrow is going to be a test for me. My BF is coming and we will see what happens. My roommate has tomorrow off from work, and let me tell you I am completely thrilled about that, NOT!!!! I am excited to see my BF but very very nervous at the same time. I don't know what tomorrow holds for me but I guess we will have to wait and see. Please Please don't let the GREEN MONSTER come out, I really really don't want it to. I want it to stay inside and if it wants to it can eat me up inside. Maybe tom will be a thing for me to figure out myself. HMMMM I am very scared. My stomach is turning inside right now thinking of what is to come. I really hope that things are as smoothly as possible. I hope that my BF doesn't flirt with my room mate, I hope that things go smoothly with that. Maybe it will help if no flirting goes on period, that would save alot right now. For all of us. Ok well just wanted to jump on and say real quick what Im feeling. ttyl