Feb 11, 2005 22:08
hey. i dont know what to do. everything is goin wrong. i am soo scared. i have never been more scared in my whole life. i am soo hungary. i am shaking.. crying.. and jsut omg.. its words i cant even explain. i am soo stressed out from everything..i cant wait till tomorrow when i am at he movies with brian. it will make things better. i just got off the phone with him.. and he already started to calm me down. but as soon as i got back online, i jsut cant do it. i am pathletic