Oct 21, 2004 18:25
convo in the car w/my dad
"so what's you guys do today?" (about softball)
"o, we were on the field"
"how'd you do?"
"normal, bad"
"normal, bad...don't wanna impress those coaches too soon"
ugh...sad huh? im just getting worse and worse what the heck is going on with me?? im gonna cry. i want this so bad. i have been working so hard just for this team. and when i get my chance, i feel like im blowing it. man.