Oct 13, 2008 02:57
It's weekends like this one that I miss being a kid. I still had a great day up at my cottage and all, but it's not the same. I swear I used to have more fun or maybe it was because the fact that my cousins and I don't see each other that much anymore and it's a little awkward now. We used to be able to just pick right up where we left off and have a good time like we saw each other the day before. However now silence between us seems weird and long. I feel as if we know each other very well as obviously it's family, but yet it is still hard to have a full conversation with them.
I've always loved this holiday, it has been my favourite. Both sides of my family have dinners, and I get see all of them, well usually this year Tess and her parents were gone. I miss her most at this time of the year. Recently in that past couple of years I have just wanted to have a good time with my family while at the same time see as much of my girlfriend as possible. What's funny or not so much is that the cousin I was closest with lives at the opposite end of the continent and my girlfriend loves her cottage and family just as much as me.
I love you.