004. TEXT -- VOICE.
There's something different about him. He was throwing me hints, but I can never tell when I can truly believe him or when he simply wants me to believe him.
"I think I'm going to miss you"?
I think he knows.
Yet, I don't know that for certain so I'm completely stuck and I'm such an idiot. This is driving me crazy. I couldn't even do anything for Uni against Rokudo Mukuro, so why would I be able to go up against Byakuran-san who defeated Rokudo Mukuro so easily? Though who is to say that will even be an issue? Somehow I think it's likely Gamma may kill me first.
I'm an idiot. This guilty-conscience is eating me alive. I said entirely way too much to that Magister and I find it ironic that my lamenting over bad karma is probably only going to aid in bringing me more. It's becoming less likely I'll make it out of here alive.
I don't have anyone that I can speak to here. I'm lying to everyone. All I have are these words to myself. Quite pathetic, this situation I've put myself in. More pathetic, it seems, because it could very well all be for nothing.
Again, Sawada. Hibari-kun. I apologize for my failure.
Heh.
At least the sun is shining.