Well my life is shit
Well the reason I chose that subject and the dull color is because right now I am sad as hell. I just found out that my grandpa died and I am really really sad. Fuck I am so pissed off too. My mom said I should skip band tonight because I didn't know him that well. I told her, "I KNEW HIM FOR 7 YEARS AND YOU SAY THAT ISN'T ENOUGH TO RUIN MY DAY? WELL IT IS! I MIGHT NOT HAVE TALKED TO HIM THAT MUCH BUT I KNEW HIM ENOUGH THAT MY HEART HURTS RIGHT NOW!" so I think I am skipping band again tonight. God why does everything like this happen to me at the wrong time? so here is a poem I wrote in memory of My Great Grandpa who died today.
Loving you
Well you leave this earth on this day.
We are all sad and wish you were here.
It made some of us sad when you don't remember who we are.
And others happy that you were there for the reunion.
You wished to make it to your 80th birthday, that came adn gone and you still were holding on.
I wonder why you just didn't let go, but now I relized that you wanted to spend as much as you could with Grandma.
Life here on this planet has changed, we all will have that space in our heart that you were in.
Now you are gone and a memory.
I was glad to see you when I did, but yet I feel bad that I didn't see you as much.
Now I am sitting here typing this with tears falling.
I leave this her with one thing to say.
I LOVE YOU!!