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ft. worth was absolutely amazing... i want to back because i never wanted to leave in the first place... i deep down really just want to move up there for good... you know you really care about someone when you get in your car to leave and so do they and are sitting in a parking lot right next to each other already missing each other... i know im about to go into my junior year but i could really see myself moving up there... i had so much fun and was totally myself around them and it just seemed like everything was perfect... i mean all my friends are great and everything and i love you all... but everyone up there is so close and just love spending time together i dont think ive ever had so much fun just sitting in a room listening to music and just playing around... there was just something ive been looking for that i found while i was up there... its just like they all dont even go to the same school but they are all so close and hang out all the time together... its just so hard to been so torn apart but i really do love these people from the bottom of my heart... ive never gotten this close to so many people in such little time, i mean yea with dragonettes and school yea ive gotten close to lots of people but never this close... ive never opened up to this many people so fast showing them the "true me" its just so easy because they are just all totally themselves no fronts or anything and when im around them i dont feel like anyone is judging me which i like the most... i mean i dont think many of my friends would let me wipe my spit on them, or want to bite my toes, or want to pick my nose, or do my stupid "dance" with me, and the list could just go on and on... i miss ya'll so much and im so glad that ive met and got to know each and everyone of you... I LOVE ALL OF YOU and CANT WAIT TILL I GET TO SEE YOU NEXT...