have i lost you?

Jul 30, 2006 23:39

So i've been thinking about something alot lately.  
I hate how you can be really tight with someone, and then when they get a gf/bf(gf in this cases) everything changes. I mean we used to be really tight, and i could tell him anything, and we always laughed and had fun, and hung out. Now we never do anything together, and if we do, its just nto the same. i dont even know the person standing infront of me anymore. its just so stupid. I cant even have a normal conversation with him anymore. ugh. alksdfiejasjklfe. i want to go back to the way things were. i miss the old him.  i dont konow. should i talk to him about it? or just let it go. i just really dont wanna lose our friendship even more.  help.

anywho.
i think its wierd how some people spend liek every waking hour with there bf or gf.
i mean honestly, maybe i'm just wierd. but i couldnt spend evvvvvvvvvery day with my bf
i need my space.

So the last few days have been good. 
Hanging out with eeeeeeeerin.chrrrris.craig. 
pretty relaxing.
Lady in the water is scary when the sprinklers come on. 
It got me every time. 
Tom comes home wensday.

School starts soon : [
bummer.
oh well.

this summer has definately been the best.
Its taught me alot about everything.
life.relationships.love.family.younameit.
i dont look at everything the way i used to.
well i'm rambling now.
maybe i'll go read Crime and punishment.
even though i'd rather jump off a bridge.
i hate that book.
catcher in the rye is x987492748972389748923748923745 better

Peace&&<3
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