You think your too damn good for the killing kind....
Well....It happened! I finally broke down and cried and cried and cried until I puked my guts out. I even cried infront of my mom for like 2 seconds. I spent 2 hours laying on the grass in my grandmas backyard, crying my eyes out. I am getting some of my drive back. Im still on the search for a spiritual path, but I think I have found one thats going to fit. I have had some funky dreams! A couple nites ago I had a dream of my grandpa dying, and he told me he would talk to me through my dreams. I asked him about god and if he was real, and he didnt have an answer, part of the dream was like a "god" figure was talking to me but I couldnt understand what he was saying. But I am going to call my dad and ill be back to write it down more.-Nina