fucked up!
i think the title of this entry describes last night the most. i wasn't even planning on going out last night because my parents are coming into town today so i didn't want any chance of being hung over. yeah that didn't happen! around 11 me, laura, and the bitch went over to our friends patty's party. we got there and were a little uncomfortable cuz we didn't know anyone in the house and it seemed everyone else knew each other. laura and my solution to this problem was to drink and relax :) annaliese was being d.d. last night so i was actually very grateful for her last night! i didn't have that much to drink, but the stuff i had was very very VERY strong. its sad to say i was feeling it 30 mts later and just kept adding on to it. i started talking to some guys but no one was up to my standards. they all freaked me out a little and i wasn't into them. laura and i were having a good 'ol time when we decided we wanted to go dancing. we convinced annaliese to take us to salty's but somewhere between walking to the car and actually being in the car the plan had changed. by this time i was gone and had extreme tunnel vision and hearing so i'm sure i missed something along the way. we start driving around and i started making phone calls cuz i couldn't find anything better to do in the car. i called some people that i probably shouldn't have....jordan being one of them. since he totally screwed me over i had decided the next time i got shitfaced i would call him, bitch him out, and then delete his number. so i called, bitched him out, started talking to him, 20 mts hung up because my cousin will called me. it seems that i had called him and he missed my call so he called back...he was shitfaced too :) i talked to will for a while and he kept going on about how he wants to see me during spring break and how he wants to party with me because i seem like i would be fun. which could be true because everyone has been saying i'm a fun drunk today. so i was getting ready for bed because instead of going to salty's the bitch brought us back to the dorm because she had to get up early for something...which is a good thing a guess? so i was crawling into bed and jordan called back...what the fuck is all i could think! i had just bitched him out and he was calling back for more? i ended up talking to him for another 20 mts or so when i decided to hang up, but i did bitch him out again and in the process told him to call me sometime. i seriously doubt he will, but i have so much fun talking to him and hanging out with him. i've decided my whole situation is like carrie in sex and the city....sad that i'm refering to this show, but hear me out. carrie gets with a wonderful guy, adain. he is sweet, kind, perfect match...but she always goes back to big. the sexy, powerful, "bad" guy. you may not completely understand this reference, but if you know me then you will catch on pretty fast. anyway, i'm extremely tired and my parents should be here in about a hour so i'm going to go get ready.