epiphany

[sexytexas]

i was listening to my john mayer cd while i was studying and i started listening to the words of this one song and it hit me...this is exactly how i'm feeling right now. so i thought i would post the lyrics which explain me perfectly right now!

Suppose I said
I am on my best behavior
And there are times
I lose my worried mind?

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

Suppose I said
Colors change for no good reason
And words will go
From poetry to prose

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

And I, in time, will come around
I always do for you

Suppose I said
You're my saving grace?