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what sucks is u guys were the only thing that felt real in my life, and now after a while everything is seeming to fall apart. and i miss us... i miss the fact that it could just be us and no1 else and we were ok wiht that.... this past weekend made me relieze that us without one another sucks... i made the mistake by trying not to care as much.... but when it is us its like we never spent time away from each other ... or at least thats how it was... and i no everyone tends to get on each others nerves and everyone has fucked up and made someone really pissed off but people make mistakes and we all need to understand that.... sometimes time is ok but this time its been to long for my liking ... and im probably the only one that thinks that ..... and if so i guess ill have to deal wiht the fact that now we all wont have someone to hold each others hair back when were throwing up or we wont have anyone to tell all our problems too.... we wont have each other to give that super big hug to when its that fucked up day when everythign goes wrong... i guess what im trying to say is.. i wont have the best people to share my time wiht.....sometimes i just wish i could go back in time and change the things i said or things that were said to me and make sure that everythign went fine and nothing got fucked over...i no people sayy change is good but i guess this one isnt...... I wanna just take it back

please comment (u no who u r)

Tina