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last night i went to the gym wiht pete and at like 10ish i made him come out wiht me and chill b/c i love him lol....... i had soooooooooo much fun wiht him.... i cant believe we didnt even fight ... it was amazing to see him laugh and smile again... hopefully, my love, i got ur mind off of things ...... hopefully more fun to come white chocolate
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in life people will say some hurtful shit. everyone does it. and i wish i could have the answer to your last question:
"why not tell the person the truth and say i care for u but in the end im going to hurt u or were both going to get hurt...."
but i dont have an answer, i really wish i did... she loves you, you know that or she wouldnt have stuck by your side for this long. but sometimes people just say shit they dont mean. yeah it was mean, it was hurtful but i would hate for a friendship to end because one person said some stupid shit. i know how upset it made you...idk if she'll ever know how upset it made you. but i do. and to be honest, sometimes love fucking sucks. people will hurt you. i wish it was a different way, but me and you def know its not...i just want everything to go back to normal where we ALL got along, when we could just sit there and have the time of our lives just talking, when we used to just laugh until we could barely breathe....:[
i just wish it all could go back to normal.
i want to say no to the question "is this the way life is supposed to be? hurting people you tell you love?" but i cant say no. simply because im not sure. sometimes i feel as the answer is yes love is great but how many times does it actually end great?
wow i dont know where that all came from...
i love you tina.
<33melanie
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