Nov 22, 2004 17:57
soo now.. i can state that I am going CRAZY... yeppers im offical crazy... i have too muchs hit to do that i would rather not be bother wiht.... this weekend was ok.... friday went to thunks house wiht nic and mel ... then chill out wiht rich thunk nina and joe...... staurday i spent upstate ... yeaahh thats right the parents made me get up at 4 20 to leave this lovly town of floral park and go 4 hours away ... fun fun ... and then it was just fucking sad .... and i stayed home b/c we didnt get home untill late that night and i was tried and upset... sooo then sunday came and i did alot ... i paint the house wiht my wawa, sister and brother.... then i went food shopping... went to home depo... fun fun ... umm then i cooked ... alot of cooking.... cleaned the room... and then praked my brother wiht my wawa and sister.. Hhahahaha that was funny.. and then i was just being crazy and being the real tina .. which no1 but my family no's about.... now im doing some invite soo i can get done wiht that and be finished wiht one thing and on to the next ... Wed. i have to go for my dress fitting and i still havent lost all the weight i wanted too ... ohh well ill look fat and ugly anyways..... soo now im sitting here listening to music kindda upset... but not really in the mood to think about why im upset.... just people fucking piss me off.. but its ok ... and im going to keep on saying its ok and that im fine ... b/c then people will be worried and what do i need that for ....