Fuck you!

[sexyswitchblade]

I'm having a really bad day today. I'm seething with anger at everyone in my life and all the circumstances that surround me. I want to punch my piece of shit sister in the face and beat the shit out of her until she starts being a mother to her poor child. I want to scream in my moms face until she starts taking better care of herself, and I want to cry at my dad until he cares.

I desperately want to give up and go snort a pile of cocaine until my nose bleeds. Or make my porcelain skin bleed.

I just want to be numb.

I don't want to feel, I don't want to care. I want to crawl in a dark hole and disppear forever.