what the hell is wrong with me
i am so damn frustrated all the time about everything. i feel like i have let everyone down. i feel like i have let my sisters down for not being a good sister and never being around and not contributing my share. i feel like i have let my parents down because i screwed around and now i am wasting money by still being in college and not graduating when i was supposed to. i feel like i have let down all my friends but not being such a good friend and spending more time elsewhere than with my friends. i feel this incredible on me all the time by everyone and everything i do. everyday i have headaches and it is so hard for me to just leave my damn bed. i don't know what is wrong with me so if i just disappear one day and never come back that is why.