i screwd up bad
i can't stand myself sometimes. i do the worst things then realize how bad i messed up. have you ever ignored someone because you're scared to talk? because you don't want to look like an idiot or because you don't want to seem egar? well, i did and i wish i didn't. i talked to a guy wednesday. told him how i felt. now i'm a scared wreck around him. i don't know what to do. i don't know what to say. i don't want to seem mean and ignore him, but i don't want to seem like a clingy physco. can someone please help me? i'm a nervous wreck around guys, especially ones i like. i don't know what to do and i feel so stupid. i just wish i had an angel to guide me my way on earth because i will just screw my whole life up. i know i will. i can see it already....