all I want for christmas is you....
Christmas. Last night she was asked if she would be getting what she wanted for christmas. She sighed and replied with no. When asked why that wouldn't be happening, she felt herself sink a little and hold back from answering as long as possible. Finally she replied with what I want cannot be put under a christmas tree. They asked her why and she replied with that it was something you couldn't buy. She was asked again what it was. She said, for the hurt that she was feeling to go away, for things to be okay again and for her to wake up and realize that with everything you do, you are only pushing yourself further in and that you will get hurt - its inevitable. Someone hugged her and told her that she's the only person that could stop it from happening. She replied with, no, actually, I can't. And when they asked her why, her answer was... because he's got a way with me.