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[sexysquirrels]

so...its funny how one day you just wake up! i mean ive been here for months now just here....not really living, not really doing anything at all. just here...and today is the first day in along time that i feel alive. i mean i actually FEEl alive. idk, its really hard to explain. but im happy.

this is a good thing. all my friends but nikki are gone for christmas :( sad times. but hopefully there having fun, even thought rite now if i could i would punch teresa in the face so i could steal her CHEESECAKE!!!

lol

Meagan Amber