broken
i hurt myself today. i must have set my unknown id calls as the same ringtone...it was such a let down. i almost fell in the shower when i heard it go off. not sure i can handle a let down like that again. i just dont understand what is so wrong with me...and then when i think about that question i say theres nothing wrong with me but how am i suppose to believe that...seriously?
i had a dream last night, not like the ones i normally have. my normal ones are happy. were happy together. but last night...was sad. hurtful. just cruel. he stared me in the face and told me he wanted nothing to do with me. that he hated me. that i need to leave him alone...i disgust him.
now i just think really? is that the way he really feels? cuz im beginning to think it is....
so im back to whats so wrong with me?
Meagan Amber
i had a dream last night, not like the ones i normally have. my normal ones are happy. were happy together. but last night...was sad. hurtful. just cruel. he stared me in the face and told me he wanted nothing to do with me. that he hated me. that i need to leave him alone...i disgust him.
now i just think really? is that the way he really feels? cuz im beginning to think it is....
so im back to whats so wrong with me?
Meagan Amber