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im so alone. i just wish everything would be ok. im so worried all the time. im not sleeping anymore. i just cant sleep so im sleeping in class which is making me fall behind in every class. i have 6 hours to make up. nothing in my life is good or ok except for two people (you know who you are). there is stupid fucking drama that needs to fucking stop. my english and history teachers are retiring at the end of the school year which means that me and the other newstart juniors get to torture a couple of rookies next year and break them in. that should be fun. my teachers are fucking "concerned" about me and made a meeting with me and my parents and therapist for tuesday morning. i think i'll flip out and leave as soon as i walk through the door or maybe i'll wait a little while to flip out and walk out. my mom will be so pissed if i do that and embarass her tho. oh well i dont care i'll do it anyway.
i need to thinkabout shit that i really have thought about way too much, its just that i think and think and think but i never come to any conclusions or solve any of my problems. goddamnit this sucks.
faggy and nicole, dont worry, everything will get better. guys suck and we all know it. everything will be fine b/c if things never got better then none of us would be here now. things have always gotten better in the past and im sure that they will continue to get better now and for every other problem that comes our way. all we need to do is stick together and we will be fine. i love the both of you so much.
i need to thinkabout shit that i really have thought about way too much, its just that i think and think and think but i never come to any conclusions or solve any of my problems. goddamnit this sucks.
faggy and nicole, dont worry, everything will get better. guys suck and we all know it. everything will be fine b/c if things never got better then none of us would be here now. things have always gotten better in the past and im sure that they will continue to get better now and for every other problem that comes our way. all we need to do is stick together and we will be fine. i love the both of you so much.