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SI hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving and weekend. I had a pretty decent one. I went up to my dads in Sebastian on Wednesday night after work. also ended things with robert. I dont really wanna talk about it. Thanksgiving was nice it was just me, my dad, mikey, my brothers and my dads girlfriend melissa.
she made all the food and it was delicious. all in all it was just a relaxing couple of days at my dads. I came home friday night and just wasnt feeling right. I decided to go to the store and buy a pregnancy test and low and behold........ IM PREGNANT!!! GREAT! robert and I break up and i end up pregnant.
I am going to have the baby. I just dont beleive in having an abortion. I did it once years ago and I just dont think i could ever do it again. it wasnt one that i even wanted but i was pressured and talked into by my family and i regret that decision everyday and i wont do it again.
I told Robert on Saturday and he was freaked out at first, but he wants to be apart of the babys life.
so we shall see how involved he is gonna be.
Im scared as shit right now, but i know that everything is gonna be fine. it will be hard, but it will be ok. I just need all of your support and love.
well back to work, i will update more later.
love you all
she made all the food and it was delicious. all in all it was just a relaxing couple of days at my dads. I came home friday night and just wasnt feeling right. I decided to go to the store and buy a pregnancy test and low and behold........ IM PREGNANT!!! GREAT! robert and I break up and i end up pregnant.
I am going to have the baby. I just dont beleive in having an abortion. I did it once years ago and I just dont think i could ever do it again. it wasnt one that i even wanted but i was pressured and talked into by my family and i regret that decision everyday and i wont do it again.
I told Robert on Saturday and he was freaked out at first, but he wants to be apart of the babys life.
so we shall see how involved he is gonna be.
Im scared as shit right now, but i know that everything is gonna be fine. it will be hard, but it will be ok. I just need all of your support and love.
well back to work, i will update more later.
love you all