help me im drowning in confusion
long time since last real up date.. lets start off with a few ups...
i got my job at the fairfield.. and its going... so many hours at work.. my brain cannot handle it.
ummm i had a bf. i dont know whats goin on now
i just dont know what it is that i want so many times now i think that i have decided what it is that i want and then just when i get it... i change my mind. like b4 i wanted a twinky boy that really didnt have direction and just wanted to have fun. and now i guess im looking at the future.. the twinky boys really dont have a future because they work at lil places. they have chosen to just barely get by in life and they are okay with that
but i on the other hand i want something secure i want to know whats gonna happen ... i wanna know im gonna have a ccaring partner that has a goal in life. and not just some wim at succeeding. i dont know but whatever it is. im kinda looking at older guys now .... like mid twentys. i dont know why i just sudenly are highly attracted to them. but ya. i just dont know. i hired timmay to wrk my night audit at the hotel so im happy about that. and i just want to sleep now. i just need a hug a kiss and everything to be okay.
i guess ultimately i need to quit looking for something and then something will come. but i think that i choose the first something that comes my way and its not the right something to choose but i unno.. well se..
ttyl
i got my job at the fairfield.. and its going... so many hours at work.. my brain cannot handle it.
ummm i had a bf. i dont know whats goin on now
i just dont know what it is that i want so many times now i think that i have decided what it is that i want and then just when i get it... i change my mind. like b4 i wanted a twinky boy that really didnt have direction and just wanted to have fun. and now i guess im looking at the future.. the twinky boys really dont have a future because they work at lil places. they have chosen to just barely get by in life and they are okay with that
but i on the other hand i want something secure i want to know whats gonna happen ... i wanna know im gonna have a ccaring partner that has a goal in life. and not just some wim at succeeding. i dont know but whatever it is. im kinda looking at older guys now .... like mid twentys. i dont know why i just sudenly are highly attracted to them. but ya. i just dont know. i hired timmay to wrk my night audit at the hotel so im happy about that. and i just want to sleep now. i just need a hug a kiss and everything to be okay.
i guess ultimately i need to quit looking for something and then something will come. but i think that i choose the first something that comes my way and its not the right something to choose but i unno.. well se..
ttyl