no kiss at midnight
This New Years eve/day was just alright for me. I mean, yeah, it was cool cause I got wine and was able to hang out with people that I care about, but I still I wish that I had someone there that was more then a friend, someone that I could have kissed at midnight. But whatever, I really shouldn't complain. I guess that is just the curse of the single life. Damn its annoying, but not all that bad I guess. I do like to be able to flirt with whoever I want to and not have to worry about if who ever I might be dating is lying to me... but that only concols me for so long. I miss having someone call me just to say "I love you", someone to cuddle on the couch with, someone to lean down, look me in the eyes then kiss me. But, I don't think I'll have that for a while, especially the "I love you" thing, since one of my goals for this year is to try not to fall in love, but then again, I have yet to keep a resolution that I have made. Whatever, I'll just have to wait and see what happens. Not having a boyfriend is definatly not the worst thing that I can be going through... but still....