I spent the last half hour reading peoples updates
So now..I have no time to update myself. I know it's been a long while since I have. So I'll do a quickie. OH man..I could really go for a quickie right now. Or just any really. It could be a longie too. Not picky.
So anyway...I suppose the biggest update is that Kasey and I have broken up. It was my decision. I had been falling out of love with him for a while, and thinking about how we weren't going to be together forever, and then in like a week I kinda decided I didn't want to have a boyfriend anymore. And we were having an arguement one day, and he said "well maybe we should just break up" , just looking for attention as usual. And I thought about it for an hour. And said "I think maybe you're right, I think it's time."
He hates me now. I'm hoping eventually he won't hate me as much, and that we can kinda be friends. I'm obviously not ready for that right now. but still...I hope it can come to that. I feel good about the decision. It was the right thing to do.
I was in Anything Goes this semester, which was amazing!!! but I think is also kinda the reason why I got a d+ in one of my classes. The rest are b's and a's, but ugh...I still feel like a failure. I've only gotten two d's in my life. And this was not a class I should have gotten a bad grade in. But like my dad says, we're only human, and there are so many other things to worry about in life.
The show was really a great experience. I broke up with kasey the friday of our second weekend of performances and the girls in the dressing room were like...such a great support system. And just the whole rehearsal and performance process had such good energy about it. And I've met some really good friends as well. Good people.
I've been cuddling with some guys since the break up. That has been nice nothing more than cuddling, except with one guy, and that didn't go anywhere below the belt. But my god...I want some.
On a side note, pandora is amazing, especially with Nsync radio. Praise the music gods.
Ok...I need to shower and go shopping with ashley. My past roomies are hosting a jungle party in the apartment. And ashley and I are going to be...some sort of like...foliage...goddesses? we're gonna wear black dresses and tie ribbon on our legs and arms and leaves in our hair and on our dresses...or somethin like that. Anyway...I also plan to stick rhinestones all over my body. hahaha...we'll see how it turns out.
I hope everyone is happy and safe. I love you!
muah!~Sheena
So anyway...I suppose the biggest update is that Kasey and I have broken up. It was my decision. I had been falling out of love with him for a while, and thinking about how we weren't going to be together forever, and then in like a week I kinda decided I didn't want to have a boyfriend anymore. And we were having an arguement one day, and he said "well maybe we should just break up" , just looking for attention as usual. And I thought about it for an hour. And said "I think maybe you're right, I think it's time."
He hates me now. I'm hoping eventually he won't hate me as much, and that we can kinda be friends. I'm obviously not ready for that right now. but still...I hope it can come to that. I feel good about the decision. It was the right thing to do.
I was in Anything Goes this semester, which was amazing!!! but I think is also kinda the reason why I got a d+ in one of my classes. The rest are b's and a's, but ugh...I still feel like a failure. I've only gotten two d's in my life. And this was not a class I should have gotten a bad grade in. But like my dad says, we're only human, and there are so many other things to worry about in life.
The show was really a great experience. I broke up with kasey the friday of our second weekend of performances and the girls in the dressing room were like...such a great support system. And just the whole rehearsal and performance process had such good energy about it. And I've met some really good friends as well. Good people.
I've been cuddling with some guys since the break up. That has been nice nothing more than cuddling, except with one guy, and that didn't go anywhere below the belt. But my god...I want some.
On a side note, pandora is amazing, especially with Nsync radio. Praise the music gods.
Ok...I need to shower and go shopping with ashley. My past roomies are hosting a jungle party in the apartment. And ashley and I are going to be...some sort of like...foliage...goddesses? we're gonna wear black dresses and tie ribbon on our legs and arms and leaves in our hair and on our dresses...or somethin like that. Anyway...I also plan to stick rhinestones all over my body. hahaha...we'll see how it turns out.
I hope everyone is happy and safe. I love you!
muah!~Sheena