hurricane katrina
damn damn damn...its amazing at how u would expect someones best friend to only care about their friends safety and wellbeing and not money..but i wasnt really expecting that..but he will get his money when he gets back.
well i moved out and im leaving downstairs at my grandmothers. VERY NICE!@ home cooked meals,PEACEFULLNESS@!!!,lizzy, life is good. havent fully unpacked but i will eventually do it when i think i have time..haha.
brandon left sunday morning. i wa slate seeing him off because alarm clock wasnt working and he didnt have tiem to call they were suppose to leave at 6am and he calle dme at 5:55am...so i jumped out of bed and got there in 10 minutes long enought to see him pop kiss him three times na dtell him i love him with everything i have. i saw all the 7 tons and him in his killing gear and on teh way out i held in the tear. i didnt want him to leave with me crying i did enough of that when i found out. but ill get to that later. i got to theamnicola highway and balled.
im going through teh selfish stage but i do understand an dim proud of him. but why did he have to leave when everything was going good? it felt like he jsut got back. why couldnt he say no? the answer is because it is his job and his job is to be there for his country.an di pick him and hos career knowimg all the shit i would have to go through. knowing he wouldnt be there all the time physically. knwoing there is a possibility he might not be there for the birth of his child when we get married and i get pregnant.but i made a promise to him , as a marine, to be there for him. i am part of his marine corp family and i reprsent it. i stand by my mairne and the country even if i dont agree with our idiot president..haha
well i start school tomorrow and im nervous as hell!!he wont be here to push me like i need but i knwo thsi si whta i need to do. i feel like for the past year i have been stuck in 1st gear.i want to move forward.start making somethign of myself.start moving forward to a life with brandon... a life where i dont have to worry about money as much as i do, although if gas keeps rising i wont have to worry i wont have any money.
but when brandon gets back we are going to gatlinburg the week of my birthday. dec.11-18. i cant wait we have been trying to so sinc ehe got back form boot camp 2 years ago!lol.
but i need to get off here and get everything together.get my outfit picked out(haha) schedule(which i cant seem to find:(...), fold clothes and give my kitty her lovely dinner..ahha...tata!
EVERYONE PLEASE PRAY FOR ALL THOSE WHO AHEV LOST EVERYTHING DUE TO THIS HURRICANE. DONT TAKE FOR GRANTED ANYTHIGN U HAVE RIGHT NOW,FOOD,CLOTHES,WATER,COMMUNICATION,HOUSES,JOBS,MONEY.AND PRAY FOR THOSE TROOPS WHO ARE DOWN THERE...AND DONT FORGET ABOUT TEH ONES IN WAR..IT SEEMS NOW EVERYONE HAS...THANKS U AND GOD BLESS EVERYONE! :)
well i moved out and im leaving downstairs at my grandmothers. VERY NICE!@ home cooked meals,PEACEFULLNESS@!!!,lizzy, life is good. havent fully unpacked but i will eventually do it when i think i have time..haha.
brandon left sunday morning. i wa slate seeing him off because alarm clock wasnt working and he didnt have tiem to call they were suppose to leave at 6am and he calle dme at 5:55am...so i jumped out of bed and got there in 10 minutes long enought to see him pop kiss him three times na dtell him i love him with everything i have. i saw all the 7 tons and him in his killing gear and on teh way out i held in the tear. i didnt want him to leave with me crying i did enough of that when i found out. but ill get to that later. i got to theamnicola highway and balled.
im going through teh selfish stage but i do understand an dim proud of him. but why did he have to leave when everything was going good? it felt like he jsut got back. why couldnt he say no? the answer is because it is his job and his job is to be there for his country.an di pick him and hos career knowimg all the shit i would have to go through. knowing he wouldnt be there all the time physically. knwoing there is a possibility he might not be there for the birth of his child when we get married and i get pregnant.but i made a promise to him , as a marine, to be there for him. i am part of his marine corp family and i reprsent it. i stand by my mairne and the country even if i dont agree with our idiot president..haha
well i start school tomorrow and im nervous as hell!!he wont be here to push me like i need but i knwo thsi si whta i need to do. i feel like for the past year i have been stuck in 1st gear.i want to move forward.start making somethign of myself.start moving forward to a life with brandon... a life where i dont have to worry about money as much as i do, although if gas keeps rising i wont have to worry i wont have any money.
but when brandon gets back we are going to gatlinburg the week of my birthday. dec.11-18. i cant wait we have been trying to so sinc ehe got back form boot camp 2 years ago!lol.
but i need to get off here and get everything together.get my outfit picked out(haha) schedule(which i cant seem to find:(...), fold clothes and give my kitty her lovely dinner..ahha...tata!
EVERYONE PLEASE PRAY FOR ALL THOSE WHO AHEV LOST EVERYTHING DUE TO THIS HURRICANE. DONT TAKE FOR GRANTED ANYTHIGN U HAVE RIGHT NOW,FOOD,CLOTHES,WATER,COMMUNICATION,HOUSES,JOBS,MONEY.AND PRAY FOR THOSE TROOPS WHO ARE DOWN THERE...AND DONT FORGET ABOUT TEH ONES IN WAR..IT SEEMS NOW EVERYONE HAS...THANKS U AND GOD BLESS EVERYONE! :)