lonely
well brandon and i are no longer engaged..we are just bofriend and girlfriend...::sigh:: thatnks for certain people getting in my relationship. but i guess it is teh best we both have so much going on in our lives.i mean at one point he wanted ot go to college now he wants to go active..but they told him it was 99.9% unlikely..but there unit just got transferred..so since his unit hasnt went they are getting"volunteered" to go in march. i am going through alot of heath problems..i once agian have a huge cyst in my boob..its swollena nd sore as hell im going in for an ultrasound weds. for my endometriosis...i ahve been in so much pain lately...i more than likely have to have surgury again..whoohoo..not...i jsut feel like im ging through this alone since brandon is in fort bragg but i know im not i just need him here..im scared shitless...blah..i enrolled in school thursday....i have to go back weds. after my ultrasound and get my classes..then i can get moms car....just too much all at once but thats life...sometimes u ahve one and sometimes u dont. i miss brandon so much...lizzy my kiten already misses brandon too..haah well im gonna get back to work