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I've been completely content with being extremely lazy. If I'm not working at moms office I'm laying on the hammock for hours. I don't think life could get any better. However it won't because I need to get a "real job" where I can't just go in whenever I feel like it. Any suggestions ...
I want to move to florida. I was talking to my brothers girlfriend and I think it would be amazing just to move there for college and of course come back to buffalo after to live regardless of how many people hate it. I grew up here and absolutely loved it. I know that in a million years I would never do it but it sounded so cool. If I only had the balls. One day one day.
I've been with the girls a lot or with my momma. It's crazy the phases I went through with her the phase of "never wanting anything to do with her" and then the phase of "being embarrassed of her" and now she's one of my best friends! I love my momma! I seriously don't know what I'd do with out her. Lard butt and I went to senior prom with Brian Brown and it was surprisingly a greaaat time. I love getting all dressed up and stuff sadly this will be my last dance! Lard wants to go to prom with Licata so that would be hysterical if we went to prom in 3 years! Bung won everything @ post prom. Is that even a surprise? haha I actually went to Rochester to visit Mols. She thought it would never happen. I absolutely love her life and all that it is. (Well most of itttt haha) "Jimmy thing" was a first and I'm so glad we finally did it. Jack Johnson puts butterflies in my stomach! Almost as much as Dave.
I HATE hurting people. I would rather have someone break my heart rather than do it to someone else. It's the WORST feeling in the world. I know that this is best for me and him in the long run. Even if we do eventually get back together. Right now all I know is that this is what I have to do. =(
All I need is $1,000 and then I can get my license!! Rach takes me driving almost everyday so i've improved tremendously! My leg doesn't shake when driving due to extreme nervousness. However I can't look out the window at people bc the wheel tends to go that way. DAMN. What an improvement tho!!
I really want to go camping this summer
I need to decide what I'm doing this fall
I wish I had that beach body the one I've been talking about all year but haven't done anything about
I wish I had $$$
I wish my mom didn't start treating me like an adult last week. What the hell she never did this for 19 years. Why start now? I'm such a braaaaaaaat!
Oh what the hell there are greater tragedies in life than what I want/need.
Cousin Kenny opened his eyes in the hospital and even smiles every once in a while. It's so weird to see someone in that condition, not a someone a family member who you care for and love. I wonder if he could see and hear us and if he's screaming inside to be heard. My aunt and uncle are @ the hospital 2-4-7. that is INSANE. and truly amazing.
Women still remember the first kiss after men have forgotten their last.
I want to move to florida. I was talking to my brothers girlfriend and I think it would be amazing just to move there for college and of course come back to buffalo after to live regardless of how many people hate it. I grew up here and absolutely loved it. I know that in a million years I would never do it but it sounded so cool. If I only had the balls. One day one day.
I've been with the girls a lot or with my momma. It's crazy the phases I went through with her the phase of "never wanting anything to do with her" and then the phase of "being embarrassed of her" and now she's one of my best friends! I love my momma! I seriously don't know what I'd do with out her. Lard butt and I went to senior prom with Brian Brown and it was surprisingly a greaaat time. I love getting all dressed up and stuff sadly this will be my last dance! Lard wants to go to prom with Licata so that would be hysterical if we went to prom in 3 years! Bung won everything @ post prom. Is that even a surprise? haha I actually went to Rochester to visit Mols. She thought it would never happen. I absolutely love her life and all that it is. (Well most of itttt haha) "Jimmy thing" was a first and I'm so glad we finally did it. Jack Johnson puts butterflies in my stomach! Almost as much as Dave.
I HATE hurting people. I would rather have someone break my heart rather than do it to someone else. It's the WORST feeling in the world. I know that this is best for me and him in the long run. Even if we do eventually get back together. Right now all I know is that this is what I have to do. =(
All I need is $1,000 and then I can get my license!! Rach takes me driving almost everyday so i've improved tremendously! My leg doesn't shake when driving due to extreme nervousness. However I can't look out the window at people bc the wheel tends to go that way. DAMN. What an improvement tho!!
I really want to go camping this summer
I need to decide what I'm doing this fall
I wish I had that beach body the one I've been talking about all year but haven't done anything about
I wish I had $$$
I wish my mom didn't start treating me like an adult last week. What the hell she never did this for 19 years. Why start now? I'm such a braaaaaaaat!
Oh what the hell there are greater tragedies in life than what I want/need.
Cousin Kenny opened his eyes in the hospital and even smiles every once in a while. It's so weird to see someone in that condition, not a someone a family member who you care for and love. I wonder if he could see and hear us and if he's screaming inside to be heard. My aunt and uncle are @ the hospital 2-4-7. that is INSANE. and truly amazing.
Women still remember the first kiss after men have forgotten their last.