Its been a while
Its been awhile since I wrote in this journal. I think everyone has just become so consumed with MySpace that we've forgotten about our livejournal roots! I don't think anyone even reads this anymore and I've gotta admit that't the main reason why I'm writing this.
I just don't understand people sometimes. The second I get a little bit of faith restored, it gets revoked almost immediately. Why? It doesn't even feel like I know anyone anymore and thats fine. Bubbles can be happy. It seems like almost the best way to go. Some things just don't seem fair. There are some things that I wish I'd never experienced, cause then I never would have missed them. I wish I could just wipe the slate clean of certain things I once knew. I'd love to just go back and start over again at a certain point. Maybe things would be a lot easier. Maybe eveyone else would be a lot happier as well. I don't think I'm that bad of a person. I really don't. People just suck. Its like everyone is an acquaintance and true friends are just a fucking fallacy. Right when you thing you know someone...it seems like thats the point. The point where they decide to murder all the faith you had in them and others as well. Sometimes we get lucky and find one special person that you can just run to and hide in but does that make it alright that EVERY SINGLE OTHER person has destroyed you in some way? I'm just so tired of everyone
I just don't understand people sometimes. The second I get a little bit of faith restored, it gets revoked almost immediately. Why? It doesn't even feel like I know anyone anymore and thats fine. Bubbles can be happy. It seems like almost the best way to go. Some things just don't seem fair. There are some things that I wish I'd never experienced, cause then I never would have missed them. I wish I could just wipe the slate clean of certain things I once knew. I'd love to just go back and start over again at a certain point. Maybe things would be a lot easier. Maybe eveyone else would be a lot happier as well. I don't think I'm that bad of a person. I really don't. People just suck. Its like everyone is an acquaintance and true friends are just a fucking fallacy. Right when you thing you know someone...it seems like thats the point. The point where they decide to murder all the faith you had in them and others as well. Sometimes we get lucky and find one special person that you can just run to and hide in but does that make it alright that EVERY SINGLE OTHER person has destroyed you in some way? I'm just so tired of everyone