You know, I often wonder...If I were to stop taking all the pretty little pills that my shrink gives me...would I still be the same person? As of now this is my pill schedule
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i want to know you without your pills, i bet we'd have some good times. just kidding dude...
once my doctor prescribed me xanax, i was terrified to take them due to me in my teenage years popping a few while downing them with a six pack. needless to say i got FUCKED UP! but that left my traumatized...since i drink i dont like taking pills.
so how does it effect/affect (which one) you when you drink? you seem to be fine, you dont get all craaaazy or anything...heh. weeelll... but you know what i mean.
i think in a weird way we all never show our real selves or colors - alot of the times we're all just pretending to be happy with ourselves and our lives just not to be "that" person. you know, the person always complaining about life and never happy, no one wants to be around that person. if everyone really knew how each other was, we'd all have no friends! its only the people you can weed out that you know you can trust and confide in about what really goes on in the thing we call our crazy lives. no one is ever perfect, everyone has drama, we've all got our skeletons in the closet - its just up to use to choose who we wish to know whats hiding behind that door...
You are soooo right Layla. I'm glad you understand what I'm talking about. The thing is I seem fine but what I'm trying to figure out is if it is just because I walk around constantly medicated. I guess I'm just tired of taking all these pills. I just want it to end already. But the pills I take control all the disorders I inhabit, so I guess I'm just afraid of how I'll get. I'm pretty crazy Layla. Its different when I hang out with you because you bring out the happy/goofy/fun side of me. I have so much fun when we hang out so you always see a really good side of me. If you asked certain other people they would probably say I was a bitch or weird or just plain psycotic.
You are right though. Everyone has skeletons in their closet. I guess some people are just better at hiding them.
Oh yeah, when I drink there are some pills that I can't take, I'd be feelin' really groovy you know what I'm sayin'. SO I just take the ones that are absolutely necessary.
Wow, I think I just wrote a book. Anyways, its good to know you understand.
once my doctor prescribed me xanax, i was terrified to take them due to me in my teenage years popping a few while downing them with a six pack. needless to say i got FUCKED UP! but that left my traumatized...since i drink i dont like taking pills.
so how does it effect/affect (which one) you when you drink? you seem to be fine, you dont get all craaaazy or anything...heh. weeelll... but you know what i mean.
i think in a weird way we all never show our real selves or colors - alot of the times we're all just pretending to be happy with ourselves and our lives just not to be "that" person. you know, the person always complaining about life and never happy, no one wants to be around that person. if everyone really knew how each other was, we'd all have no friends! its only the people you can weed out that you know you can trust and confide in about what really goes on in the thing we call our crazy lives. no one is ever perfect, everyone has drama, we've all got our skeletons in the closet - its just up to use to choose who we wish to know whats hiding behind that door...
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You are right though. Everyone has skeletons in their closet. I guess some people are just better at hiding them.
Oh yeah, when I drink there are some pills that I can't take, I'd be feelin' really groovy you know what I'm sayin'. SO I just take the ones that are absolutely necessary.
Wow, I think I just wrote a book. Anyways, its good to know you understand.
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