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[sexyrunt101]

I feel really crappy right now, i just noticed how easily i can get swallowed up in things that I really have no place to be involved in anyways. I mean, i feel like i should be there, bc it just feels so comfortable, and..i dont want to say right, bc im not sure if its right or not, but i guess the word im looking for is i guess it jsut feels realyl good. I'm finally over all that bullshit from the past year, i guess im ready to move onto the next phase in my life..and i would really like to do it, but im just not sure. Change hasnt been my bestest pal lately. It just sucks knowing you cant have what you want, and there is something holding me back from trying to get what i want, but i dont want to get hurt. And, i just want to let every one know that I'm not going to be waiting forever, and i know these people know who they are when they read this. I'm directing this to one person more than the other. The second person i could really get over fast, but the first preson..and i hope you know who you are..he might be a little bit harder to get over. It sucks bc i am developing feelings for him, and its funny bc it all started out as a game, and he called it, he said if we continued to play this game feelings would get involoved and someone is going to get hurt..it just depends who it will be first i guess. I cant stay a secret forever.

ps.-Kelly is the greatest..and Elliot-you are the best ken i have ever seen!

~Heather

<3 Kristen