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I have a problem hopefully some of you guys can help with..All i want to know is, is it so bad to hope for the perfect guy. The one perfect person that makes your heart skip a beat everytime you see him..the one perfect person who makes you get butterflies in your stomach everytime you guys are together..the one perfect person that you get this huge stupid looking smile everytime you think about him. That's all i want..to just find one person to make me feel like a princess, to make me feel like i deserve to feel. I may think I dont want a relationship right now, but maybe thats becuase I havent found that one person to that makes me want to change my ways..to change the way I play the game, to make me want to step up a level to make sure he will notice me or stay with me, to make me want to be better.
The reason that I came upon this thought was because i was listening to a Dashboard song that said "your smile is the most geniune thing that I've ever seen..." and thats what I want..someone to see me as me, someone to see me as perfect just the way i am. That has got to be one of the most beautiful feelings to have someone like that.
And I think there is someone like that, but at this point in my life, i think that I dont want a serious relationship, its nt because i'm afraid of commitment, but its because i know things could turn out really bad, and this person is way to special to me for that to happen, so i just hope things between him and i stay perfect, like they are now..even though eventually i would like them to progress.
~Heather
<3 Kristen
The reason that I came upon this thought was because i was listening to a Dashboard song that said "your smile is the most geniune thing that I've ever seen..." and thats what I want..someone to see me as me, someone to see me as perfect just the way i am. That has got to be one of the most beautiful feelings to have someone like that.
And I think there is someone like that, but at this point in my life, i think that I dont want a serious relationship, its nt because i'm afraid of commitment, but its because i know things could turn out really bad, and this person is way to special to me for that to happen, so i just hope things between him and i stay perfect, like they are now..even though eventually i would like them to progress.
~Heather
<3 Kristen