Aug 04, 2005 03:27
relationships 0 for 2
I need to find me and when I do I am gonna kick myself for fucking up so much.
I guess I had it coming......again.....I am not meant to live a happy life, problem here,problem there....me not feeling the same and not at the same level......I am a basket case and need to be committed for messing things up......They say not to be sorry for the way you feel, but that is impossible if you really know me, I beat myself up way to much.....mentally, I can't hack this shit anymore..... ..... ... ... .. .
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