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So, my life is moving along. I am going insane, but still living. My life, my everything, my world is gone. I won't get to see him, I won't get to let out my frustrations by talking to him, I won't get to be held when I am down, I won't get to see his amazing smile, I won't get to kiss his perfect lips, or hold his hands that fit so perfectly with mine. He called me to let me know that he knew this was going to be rough on me the most and that he loved me... and I missed the f*ing call. I was really upset about that, but I can't turn back time, so I won't mourn on that thought. I really miss him. This is such a big change for Charles and I. We havn't gone for more than 3 days without seeing eachother, but we will last! I am willing to wait until the sun dies down, until all of the water on earth dries up, and until my next life, for him. I love him with all of my heart and soul!
*~*Love Always and Forever*~*
*~*Charles' baby for life, and even longer*~*