Dec 05, 2004 15:54
today has not been good at all...this is wut the doctors are saying about my grampa..."he is not good at all and he will not get better" then they went on and gave us a time limit on his life which i am not aloud to kno because i need to focus on school but yea how can you do that when you kno he is gunna die and ur in florida and he is in new york and you probly wun eva see him again or you will it will he will just be dead... its all like when my uncle died he wasn't suppose to he was way too young but you kno if we lived in new york it might of been easier on us because we would of had spent alot more time with him...y did my parents move here? i am gunna see wut i can do to try and get us to move to new york yea it might be after school but its okay cuz i dun like lakeland i hate florida, school sux i dun have that many friends the only thing that i will really miss is kelsey and sumone else but i can still talk to them and i will make sure i vist every year...if only we could really move away from this mess