Nov 08, 2004 21:50
I literally am choking on tears.
trying to hold it back.
suck it up and only recognize the good in all of this.
She's really an awful person and I hate her.
I dont mean that... but im so mad at her.
why isn't she apologizing?
I thought we were closer than that.
Now i know what is really important to her.
I have a boy tatood all over my room and I need to get rid of it.
scrap book? yes.
on a lighter note:
Natalie Gaulthier is taking me back.
yes.. im going back to acting.
I took a break to re-evaluate myself.
I realized that im still passionate about acting.
and maybe not ever just acting itself... but the people.
i love paulina, nick, julian, jake, and layla.. i love them all.
I miss it.
I'm goin back!!! yes.