thats tabbis username a the bottom her LJ rox...i feel sad...here...read...
the whole hc thing, like there were alot of bad things going on
at home, so i was really looking foward to hc, and getting away from it
for awhile, so "hooking up" with you really helped matters, and got me
over the guy i had been liking, and most definatly didn't have the
chance with, and that was all great and jazz for a few days, then
shabam, nothing, then a couple weeks later, eden tells me you have a
g/f, so that saddened me, but i figured hey, he's happier with her,
good for him. and then the whole kg thing, but i knew that was there,
bc well, i'm weird and notice these kinda things in people, and then it
got worse with the fact that megan and kg were all like "ya'll would be
so cute together, you like him, he likes you, blah blah blah" but they
didn't know you were taken...so i always just kinda smiled and
nodded...blah, this is turning into just rambling...but basiclly i've
lost all chance with you, and then seeing you with one of my best
friends, it just hurts, but if it makes you happy, then so be it, i'd
be happy for you.
thats whut tabbi said and i completely understand her but i just feel
bad i feel like ive really hurt her...now im gunna go cry myself to
sleep
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