Nov 25, 2004 23:38
Somewhere between the procrastination And the homework And the incessant forwards And the nasty cafeteria food And the calls to each other complaining about crushes Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends And the "I miss yous" And the "I love yous" And the "What are we doing tonights" And somewhere between all of the changing & growing... Somewhere between the classes And the skipping classes And the studying for tests and the pretending to study for tests And the downright not studying for tests... I forgot. I forgot what school is all about. I forgot what it meant to cry I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy. And that pretending to
be smart doesn't make you smart. I forgot that you can't just forget
the past in fear of the future. I forgot that you can't control falling
in love And that you can't make yourself fall in love. I learned that I
can love. I learned that it's okay to mess up And it's okay to ask for help And it's okay to feel like crap. I learned its okay to complain and whine
to all your friends for whole day. I learned that sometimes the things
you want most you just can't have. I learned that the greatest thing
about school isn't the parties or the drinking or the hook-ups... It's the friendships which means taking chances.
I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things
that we most need to talk about. I learned that letters from friends
are the most important thing And that sending cards to your friends
makes you feel better. But, basically, I just learned that my friends
Both OLD & NEW Are the most important people to me in the world So
this is a thank you to all of my friends For always being there!