Jul 26, 2005 21:58
ok, so ima get to the chase. the boyz are all coming. why now? who knows, but im likin it... until things like today happen..
ok, so im at kickboxing. im doing pretty well considering i am way out of shape and i still dont know what im doing. im not the worst one there... so... yay. but... within the last 10 minutes, i go to do our last set of kicks and punches before we leave. so, as i was the first one in line... i have to demonstrate. so, i am punching... kicking.. and then WHAM! i kicked the girls elbow. the ONE TIME i decide to kick lower and not so high... i kick the girls elbow smack dab in the middle of my effing foot. yes... it still hurts. yea... all those veins in the foot...i didnt even know they were really there until i effing kick the middle of them all. so... as i tell my coach im ok, he doesnt believe me cuz i am limping. well, DUH, i am going to limp but at that point i want to chop off my foot. but, as the tough girl i am, i have experienced more pain... so... it could be worse. OH but no... it got worse...my coach makes the hottest kung fu guy rub my foot down...
yes. i mean the hottest one. and like, ok, being female, thats was one of the first things i did as i joined the class. "hmm... any hott ones?" and i picked the hottest one. so, as he is tellin me how he did this two days ago and i am tellin him it hurts... a whole lot... he just keeps rubbing and i plaster a fake smile on my face... hoping he will stop... yet not wanting him to. I SMELL LIKE A FREAKIN DOG AND I AM IN PAIN and the hottest guy in the place is rubbin my foot... i havent even had a boyfriend do that... wth?
so.. anyway... only me, right? i cant ever meet guys outside of work or kickboxing... and its unfortunate that those places are the places i look the worst...whhhhhyyyyyy....... not to mention.... guys at work and kickboxing are the hottest ones i know... so... F*** YOU WORLD! lol, gimme a chance to look decent and meet a good guy! not when i wanna puke up my sweat thats not going through my pores!
gah.
*sorry... i am still in pain and my mom just told me i owe her 2,400 dollars... my effing life sux.
~V