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well im at home right now, my mom doesnt want take me to school until my sis gets out at 11 which means im gonna miss doing my sonnet. in a way im glad but i want to get it over with so im more pissed off... now everyone in my class is gonna think i was absent bcuz of it and that pisses me off... o well. i was dressed all nice today and w/e... and well my skirt was very very very c through soooo i couldnt wear it to school and i had to change...yup yup yup. well whats new with me is that i dont have as much migranes n e more and nausea. im back with john. im going to honduras in august so ill be absent the first or first two weeks of school..... ummmmm ok here is another issue that concerns a few "mates" of mine... the issue of me spending most (all) of my time in church... well heres the explanation... the thing is that my mom works there now and is expected to go there all the time night and day and i have to aswell to keep a certain "image" i guess... but NOW its more me... now when i say that i mean its more my decision and off of my own free will to go. i have fun there with all my friends that are really cool and not religious and judge you because they are all either like me or worse... sooo its really fun and i really..... comforting to be in that enviroment especially after certain things i have gone through and still am... i know some ppl wont understand me... but i got to the point where the only sane way out was to go to church (well i was kinda forced in the begining). and its really helping me out and i dont regret one moment ever spent there.... and if i were to have read this about a year or six months ago i would have hated myself bcuz i kinda despized church... sooo yea.... if n e questions or comments dont b afraid to leave one.... hope u guys get me now.
maria
maria