I still feel you touching me, changing me. Consider it killing me.
I don't know really what i want to say.
I feel so betrayed by people.
i finally told me mom (she isn't going to tell or else he would be dead.)
how can you support such a selfish person?
i thought that we were best friends once apoun a time,
you hurt me so bad. I can't even talk to you even though i want to. Myself won't let me.
and the funny thing is you don't even know.
I really wish people would stop saying oh it's okay everone deserves a second chance. STOP TAUNTING ME ABOUT THIS SHIT.
Everyday i have to go to school, just to see that same face that had pushed me so far down.
I have never hated someone so much. I don't hate the man that killed my brother as much as i hate this kid.
AND YOU ALL SIT THERE AND SUPPORT HIM
that's so fucked up.
Don't tell me your my friend.
I don't beleive it.
i would never and could never even support such a person. especially when i was sitting watching it happen.
corruption is within the seams of our own community and life and you all ignore it,
And i know everyone is going to do things annonomosly... well grow some balls suck it up and be TRUE TO YOURSELF
Drags me down like some sweet gravity.
I still feel it.
I still dream it.
It's in my head programmed into my eyes.
I could have cried i should have cried.
I am dying, i will die
I DON"T MIND
i hate looking at the scars you left me with.
nobody knows the full extent.
nodbody knows what had happened all those times.
how about the time i almost got fired cause you were drunk.
how about the time you broke into my house.
I thought friends would be ther no matter what.
well thankyou
finally i am dealing with all this shit all of it everything
and i don't have any of the support i wish that i had.
I think i was right all along trusting some people wasn't worth it.
i have given up because it hurts way to much to see the people i once love hurt me as bad as he did.