feeling awful
I wish I didn't though. I miss being loved. I feel like such a stupid girl. A stupid girl who is always wrong about stupid stuff that seems important at the time.
I know it's all so I appreciate whatever happens in the future more, but I hate always feeling so alone and frustrated and just plain dumb. Being with someone won't make me feel less alone, I know.
I wish I had someone here to help take care of me. I'm getting too tired. I'm becoming emotional and making stupid decisions and saying things I don't mean.
I want sunshine and rainbows. I want to stop driving home late at night screaming and crying in my car because I'm avoiding how upset I am all the time and that's the only time I can express it.
At least my cats love me even when I'm angry.
I know it's all so I appreciate whatever happens in the future more, but I hate always feeling so alone and frustrated and just plain dumb. Being with someone won't make me feel less alone, I know.
I wish I had someone here to help take care of me. I'm getting too tired. I'm becoming emotional and making stupid decisions and saying things I don't mean.
I want sunshine and rainbows. I want to stop driving home late at night screaming and crying in my car because I'm avoiding how upset I am all the time and that's the only time I can express it.
At least my cats love me even when I'm angry.