does he

[sexynpinknred]

Its been year now
since i died
since my heart was shattered
which i had forgotten.
I thought i couldn't live with out him
with out his sweet kiss
his loving touch
his eyes full of love.

I gave him all i had
he was my first for everything.
He ment so much to me,
but i wonder if i ment anything to him

With every sweet memory comes so much
come ten full of pain

I started to die that day
It was a slow agonizing death,
but i finally died,
then i was reborn.

Reborn stronger better
and a different person.
someone who he doesn't know,
I stopped knowing him so very long ago.
The light went out months before it was over.

If he could see me now!
I doubt he'd know who i was
sure he'd know my face and my hair
but that is where it would stop.

I am so much stronger now,
and no man can ever hurt me like he did
I will never give anyone that kind of power.

But even after all of the time
after all of the pain
I still think of him
still shead tears
not for what we had,
not for him
but for what we could have had
for all our hopes and dreams.

I wonder if he still thinks of me
If one tiny piece of him thinks
thinks about us and what we could have been.

Our break up was the best thing
the best thing that has happened to me
For i got me back
I am not perfect, but i do love me
I missed me.
Still figuring me out
but it is me.

Doing crazy things
but i want to live without regret
and i am trying so very hard.