first tiff
Yes i do love jim, and before everyone gets in a huff, remember i might like guys easily but i don't love them easily. Everything happened so fast. It was so amazing, and still is , but your dreams had a reality check. As amazing as realizing your love for someone so fast is, and it is, that means you get everything that comes with that person just as fast. Including bagage, and learning the little things about each other. Which means bumminess is hit fast to just like the lovey dovey stuff. This happened, and well we all know that I still have bagage left over from my last and only serious relationship. And damn boys and their lack of communication skills!!! and my pre-period moodines!!!!!! oh well things are worked out now. We realize a of things now. And we still love each other just as much, if not more because of it. cause now he is human and so am i. I know i'm not suppose to love this early its completely insane, but its true. He has gotten farther in days that took jason months. But this is a completely different kind of love. It much more mature. and deep. and i can't explain it. He has gotten farther in many respect than jason every could have. I know everyone thinks i am an idoit, and have been one in the past, so i guess it is well deserved. But i'm not going to defend why , I don't need to. Everyone please have faith in the fact that I have changed, that i have learned that i have matured.