stop!!!!
I wish if people had issues that they would talk to me about it. instead of saying it behind my back or quais in my face by live journal. Or going to someone in authority. and i don't know how some people can just look me in the eyes and lie to my face. i am sick and tired of people who say they are my friends then go behind my back. you know who you are. Just because you tell i have gotten what i deserve means i have to agree with you. i hear your opinion, and i take it. but i don't agree with it. you can't be mad at me for that. you can be hurt, sad, even disappoint but you CAN NOT be mad. I am ready to completely give up on life, i don't need this SHIT. Especailly from someone i love so much. I'm dying right now, i don't need you to lean on. I know you have you own issues. but i do need you to talk to me, and not complain about me. I thought we were closer than that. i thought i could count on you to not do this to me, i guess not.